I was doing well with not injuring myself, but the voices telling me to do so has gotten to be too much. One voice in addition tells me to stockpile my meds to OD. I'm getting deeply disturbed by the Commands and am at a loss of what to do. I do ECT which I want to stop and am seriously considering it. My psychiatrist told me to make an appointment for med management but I don't know that I can trust myself with them. And I am afraid if I'm honest they will try to hospitalize me again.