I wonder, because, reviewing your posts...I'm not seeing you responding to others no matter how much support they express for you. How do you demonstrate your feelings of friendship for another person? Also, just thinking, being a friend and keeping friends is not "easy" though it may look that way from the outside, I am a bit of a loner myself, social but just a few close friends; and friendship, like any relationship requires work. You have to think about the other person, express yourself in behavior and words, think about how things you do or say will affect a friend etc...................