T thinks I'm going up, for the last month but 2 days ago I was in tears all day. I mean literally all day. People were staring at me in the store as I walked around with tears dripping down my face. Yesterday I was stressed and hypo-manic like until about 2 am when I collapsed in tears. I took a shower, changed and brushed my hair for the first time in like 4 days. But times to slow, I'm not sleeping, easily board, frigidity and welcoming pain. Today is good: I slept 9 or 10 hrs, I'm getting my hair cut short, dyed red/pink, and my husband is going to pierce my eyebrow. So I really have no idea where I'm at, maybe mixed?

As for the whole candy thing, I'm probably being paranoid and T probable forgot about my ED, but T would do something like that to see my reaction to it. So I don't know. any ideas?