((((((everyone))))))
this is a rough journey. so much easier to stay hidden. so much easier to cope the way i did before. don't want to disappoint anyone so i put on my "everready bunny hat" and keep on--bang bang bang
once it was "who cares what i do, no one even notices me"
now it's "ppl care and they will hurt if i do something to hurt me" dont' want ppl to hurt. but it hurts.
n