Hello Teen Idle,

I have been reading some of your posts and you have been through so much. A lot of your feelings are to do with your brother's death I feel. I know this will sound corny but what would your brother wish for you right now? He'd want you to be well and happy. Please look into getting some counselling for your loss. It's a massive emotional thing in trying to deal with this on your own. You need a shoulder to cry on, you need to talk it out and let someone be there for you as you talk this through.

We are all here for you too.