Hey, new here, just need someone to listen to me vent, thanks for reading this or giving any help. I don't expect y'all to understand me completely, I just hope I can vent. I am so broken right now. Only was to describe myself, broken
I have always been broken and after 17 years of searching, I found the one man that loved me and my brokenness. Zack is my air, I breathe him, so I hope he doesn't think this is directed at him (in case he reads this) I love you, I am just crazy and need to vent.
I feel likelife is playing a cruel joke. I endured hell as a child and put myself thru hell as a teen. I never understood why I was how I was and did not have the guidance to help me figure it out. I finally start putting the pieces of my past together and living a blessed life w my hubby when my dad dies, a month later, we r pregnant w third n final child, after her birth things get rough I go to work life falls apart I found out I have avm in my brain a year later no not avm but a tumor, benign, not gonna touch it, live life see u every three months, no meds for depression or bipolar. I call family and friends, they got a list of things they want me to do for them and I am so sad, really didn't expect this.