Hey I am Ginger, I'm 26 and been bipolar one since 10. I had a rough childhood so could explain some of my issues but have been doing alright up until 2009, when my dad died. I Have been trying desperately to find help ever since and in 2012 had an MRI which started a whirlwind of medical drama. Mental health declined during this last year but have no energy or time then no money for help. The county only steps in if you're suicidal but my mom tried to kill herself in frobtif me at nine so I don't get suicidal, I'm terrified of I go to hospital they wont let me out