I was kind of delusional, I literally had myself convinced of certain things that later turned outnot to be true. I was running on little sleep, maybe five hour a night with frequent wake ups amf pacing thefloor
I would have the day planned and have a meltdown if anything changed. I stayed to myself and increased my solitary time to the point my kids make me nervous now. This past week I have non stop crying and very depressed. Everything seems to be going wrong right now