Teen Idle, hang on. Keep on going one day at a time. Sorry about your brother and know it takes time to get past the grief. I know it seems like it will never get better but it will if you just hang in there. I wish your counselor would realize some take longer to move on and that's okay and not push you to move on before you are ready. I hope the depression lifts soon. I suffer from it too and understand how alone it can make you feel.
Gayle