hi guys.

I am officially back! I have net again, thank the heavens.

after seeing how much I have missed i have decided to not try and read everything because it will take FOREVER. So i am going to just go with the threads on this page, if i dont reply to your thread please dont feel it is you or anything. Just a bit overwhelming! hehe. In a good and bad way.

Soooo now that I am back, I have a bit of an issue.

For the last couple of months, Ive been squashing the others back/down as without my connection to this place I havent had what feels like a safe avenue to let them out. Now, trying to let them out again is really hard let alone getting them out to socialize or have connections (does this make sense? I think it was good for them to have somewheres to talk to others like us.) I sort of feel like they probably resent me. They arent gone at all. And im sure they are still coming out without me realizing(since i often still lose time in spurts)I just feel like my squashing them down has sort of trapped us. Any ideas on getting this flowing again? How can I put out that it is ok to talk again?