It took me almost two weeks to post this.

I have a host of other issues, and for the life of me this one is the hardest to grasp and the hardest to admit (since it really describes me perfectly except for the explosive anger - i turn it inwards)but, here i am and such.

Its certainly not very fun is it? Having trouble finding the good things about being borderline. I always try to find the positives to issues I might have and well I havent found any to this one yet. Anyone else know any?