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Originally Posted by Gr3tta
I'm sorry your family isn't understanding. And I didn't think you were overly negative. It is sad to feel alone. It must hurt to have someone pick a "jerk" over you, but their poor choice only says something bad about them - it doesn't say anything bad about you.
And I don't think its "macho" to take advantage of and/or hurt someone who is physically and/or mentally weaker. I think its macho to be supportive and empowering towards others. And I know there are other people who think so too, even if they seem to be in hiding right now. Stay true to your beliefs and values. The right person will hold the same ideals sacred. In the meantime I hope you can take some comfort from friends, and find as much enjoyment as you can on your own.
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Thanks,I'm not a bad person....I was awarded 2011 new York state volunteer of the year award ....its my nature to help others ,I just couldn't stop them from dieing,I couldn't stop my mom from dieing,I couldn't stop my girlfriends(tho few they have been)for leaving me for an abusive man....I can't help being nice to others.....I've done fine for years til I finished the memorial stones for the residents where I volunteer....I have made a lot of good friends on PC who are probably sick of me talking about my loneliness but I need to get it out...and to supportive people.....I'm working on it with my counselor,,,,I'm just confused about what love is....I don't know anymore,it disturbs my mind when I hear women say they love a man who hits them,who cheats on them,who disrepects them,who has tattoos all over their body and drink cuz its supposedly "manly". Yet they watch a bunch of men in tights grabbing each other over a ball and cheer for them...I'd rather watch WNBA and watch a bunch of women run around in shorts then cheer for men grabbing each other(besides women play basketball better than the men anyways..nnn..