Hey, I stuggle with the fear of being lazy too. I think if I just tried harder it would be okay and i would be this highly functional person again. But, that is not what I want. I want a way to care for me and to have balance and happiness. Being lazy sometimes just means that we have to stop this rat race and take a good look at ourselves. What will it take for me to be able to work without it zapping my life force? What will it take so that I do not feel that I am the only responsible adult in this mad house I live in? It's a line between lazy and boundaries around self protection and survival. Peace to all of us.