It HAD been many years.. but just yesterday I started again. And today as well. I wrote a haiku to my T and I saw him today, but I dont think he understood the full force of what I wrote. I sent him an email saying so and that things really were bad, waiting to hear a reply.

Also, for the person (or anyone) who wondered if SI was only cutting, I cut and I take pills (any pills, mine - friends - family) and i take alot of them.