Hello and welcome! We aren't able to diagnose here. We only know what you tell us. I strongly suggest you go ahead and tell your doc everything. If you don't, then he can't really give you the treatment you might need. I personally think therapy would be the way to go. This anger sounds like it's getting out of hand. I don't suspect you're a "psycho," whatever that means, though.

Most of us here have bitten the bullet and shared everything with our doctors. That's really the only way to get the answers and the help you need.

By the way, benzos are habit-forming, that's true. But if they will make your life less miserable, then I think you should consider taking them. I have taken Klonopin.