I took the day off from work. I had not had one in about six months. I thought I would take one because I will not be able to take a day off for the next couple of months.

The morning was OK, but I woke up earlier than I wanted to because of yapping dogs at a house across the street from me. It didn't last long and I went back to sleep after that. The morning was alright, but the afternoon and evening sucked.

The afternoon was pretty bad because I got together with a friend. He's an elderly man of 77 years old. We had lunch at a Japanese place that I had been to many years ago. The food was terrible. And then we went to my place to talk for a while. He told me that he thinks that I am asexual because I resist his advances at me. He's gay and I am not interested in him that way! I thought that I had made that clear to him! That really upset me. I really want to get rid of him but he's the only friend I have. He's a great guy, except for that.

And then I went to a group meeting tonight for depression and anxiety. A few people were there. I didn't say a word at the meeting the whole time! I wanted to talk, but it seemed like the people dominated the conversations. They talked mostly about depression, medications, and sleeping all day. I couldn't relate to those things. I could relate to the depression part, but they were talking mostly about the staying in bed all day. And then there was a woman that seemed nice that I would have been interested in. She sat next to me. But she said that she was taken. She told the group that. I was really disappointed.