i am still in so much physical pain , I cant do hardly anything , I tried to work on the truck and cant . I just lost it I am having a break down I cant deal with life this way ,
my depression is getting worse now that I am hurt . so alone so alone , no phone I don't have anyone to call anyway and I wouldn't share this pain with them.... I need money I want to leave here, I have 6 weeks to get this job done and I cant do shi-
if I don't get it done I be stuck here forever in the middle of nowhere.......I only have enough money for gas to get to town one more time.... I do have enogh diesel to haul water for the month. they say in places water comes out of a pipe in the wall you only have to turn a knob !? that would be nice