My family just came home from a play practice. It seems that w I am hen my daughter fed the angora bunnies earlier, one was dead and I just found out now when everyone came home. Due to my depression I have been unable to tend to the animals as I usually might, no energy and attention. He died from poops and I could have saved him. Second in a week to die. I am horrified. My babies dying because I neglect them. I can't fathom caring for them with the way that I feel. but why didn't anyone even leave me a note so I could take care of the carcass before the maggots came? I feel like if I don't run this household no one will. I have two sheep that am giving to my friend and I may just give her the angoras too. I am such a ****** to not be there for them and care for them the way they deserve. It is such a bunch of responsibility to have critters that depend on you. i can't even care for myself. I am so sad and upset.
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