Hello everyone,

Im new to this website and the reason why I joined is because I need help and advise. Im 3 months pregnant and have been with my boyfriend for 5 years now, our relationship was never the best we constantly argued and can never seem to get along. He would be good to me one day the next day he would turn into a monster. I thought it was just a phase and I was thinking that he would one day change and thats why i never left him . 5 years into the relationship I got pregnant and our relationship is still the same. Last night he left one of his emails open and I saw things that he still had from his past like naked pics of his ex girlfriend and conversations they use to have. This girlfriend was someone he really loved in the past and reason why I know is because he told me when we first met. I confronted him about it and he lied and said he never knew it was there , but I knew he was lying because he downloaded one of the attachments to our computer a year back and didnt realize it was saved. I never knew were the attachment came from and when I asked him a year back he came up with a lie, now I know exactly were it came from so he basically lied to me and I dont know what to do. Im pregnant and I feel like the reason why we never had a good relationship was because he couldnt let go of his past. I need advise on how to handle this situation. I dont know if he really loves me and I dont know if I want to start a family with someone who I cant trust. Please give me advise..