I do feel this way sometimes but I don't believe it's true. When I start to think one negative thought the downward spiral commences and that's when these thoughts come out. I think it's just the result of being down on yourself for too long.

It is possible I have tried a little harder than I should have for some reassurance and encouragement at some point, but I feel like there's no fault to anybody doing that because everyone deserves some uplifting from time to time.

And if you get anything from this rambling it should be that we probably all feel that way sometimes, but that's the depression talking, not us.