I will be starting a new job with another vet clinic soon, i've already worked at one before and always had an issue with putting animals down. I didn't at my last job but this one I may have to. I just get overwhelmed with anxiety and sometimes panic since death is one of my triggers. But I can't turn the job down. Is there anyone out there with the same issue or maybe some help on how to lessen the effects? I can't take meds and would rather not, and I don't have health insurance if it gets to that point. Any ideas or suggestions?