(((((((((((((((((((((((((Desirae))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

This is heartbreaking. I am so sorry that your husband is not a dad. You know the old saying, any man can father a child but it takes a dad to raise them. That saying sounds like it fits with your husband and children.
It sounds like you are mom and dad both to these kids. You should be commended for that. Thank God they have you.
It's a shame because your husband doesn't realize what he is missing out by not participating in raising your children.
I pray that you keep the strength to keep on keepin on and doing the best you can with them.
Sending you lots of hugs and to say how proud I am of you.
Linda