Never checked in... Just wanted to talk about my cycling over the last month & subsequent med changes. Man, I've been all over the map. Was feeling like I was stabilizing then BAM first manic episode in awhile. Lasted a couple of weeks, became dysphoric & felt like I was crashing down. Expected depression to follow soon. Had appt with pdoc & was prescribed latuda. Insurance doesn't cover, so had to get samples & couldn't start for a couple of days (couldn't count on sleep being ok & being ok to work daylight shift the day after starting)... Ok so deep depression didn't come, started it a week ago tomorrow. Not sure where I'm headed now. Rapid cycling between depressed & hypomanic/dysphoric. Seems to be slowing. Next appt is Tuesday, we'll see where I'm at then.

Ok. Just had to get that out to people that understand. Feeling exhausted emotionally, mentally & physically. Hungry for the first time in a while... Hoping to be able to eat & just go to sleep. Sigh.

Officially checked in,
Chupacabra.