hi, im sorry to hear what you went through as a child it must of bin terrible.
i was abused til i woz 14 n i carry it with me everyday n i feel it everyday. and thats just something we have to deal with u will feel it for the rest of your life.
its hard but u can do it if ur strong enough to survive ur strong enough to carry on.
you deserve all the happiness the world can offer.
i hope you are ok!

' the light mite dimmer somrtimes but it never dissapears'