every time i have to pay for my meds i fight this battle. do i really need them? can i try to go without? but i'm with you. i finally feel stable after about six months of absolute craziness and i don't really want to take the chance of going off them.

give it some time and try to act from your wise mind (i'm going to annoy everyone on the board with all my DBT catchphrases now ). maybe do a pros/cons chart for stopping meds? Pros on the one side, cons on the other. but be honest with yourself when you do the cons, because our minds can easily skew the results in our favor.