reason being is that these few will use the disorder against me at times

Rhap,

That is just awful. It makes me cringe to hear that people would stoop that low.

(Cyan, I'm so sorry that happened to you. That breaks my heart)

Most people here have issues with trust and disclosure so when you finally get up the courage to "tell" and that trust is betrayed, it can be devastating.

That's why groups like this are so important. They help people who would not otherwise reach out, talk about things that are private and painful and confusing. (But don't forget, there is online disrespect and betrayal as well)

Most all of us respect each other's privacy and feelings. We begin to reach out and trust. Maybe by learning to reach out here and see that hands reach back, we can begin to heal and not walk in alone in silence anymore.

With respect and acceptance to all,

Petunia