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desirae said: I am failing due to my frustrations of always doing it own my own. It's a bad excuse...but it's true.


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NOT a bad excuse; your frustration is real and understandable, but please never, ever think you are failing your children, especially when you are continuing to forge ahead like you are.

Your husband is the Boob, here. I have known so many couples who experience the same kind of scenario.