(((Mandrec)))
I know the energy can be disruptive and/or destructive, but what I wouldn't give for it right now...feelin low and slow.

I am draggin...not so much sad or depressed...just down. Finances are tight, but at least I make the money I make or things would be SO much worse. So the BPD II just magnifies the normal stressors and attempts to get me to use things to distract me from the stressors. That is how I have made my way thru drugs, alcohol, porn, shopping etc etc.

NOW I am dealing with my stressors instead of getting distracted. Getting distracted has not served me well, just ask my fractured family.