Dear Ms Old Lady.

Your posts brings about a lot of emotion in the reader. I was struck by how smart you are, how articulate. Ever thought about becoming a writer? I am sure most any group out there in society would love to have you as a member. You appear to be very interesting , bright, great at analysis, and have a gift for communicating And it is obvious you have a good heart. Whether it be a Bible class, a book club, or any other group you might be interested in joining. Your children arent the only humans in the world. There are all sorts of interesting people out there who would be interested in you . Ever heard of meet up groups , you can find many in your area by googling meet up groups in your area, and you can find some you want to attend. Its easy to make friends in those groups too. If you can get there once, then you can ask if anyone in the group come from near you so as to give you a ride. Or some cities have a service real cheap for disabled or I guess elderly or then there is always the bus, but I bet the first idea would suit you best. Fill your life with activities with people. When you sit there alone you start dwelling again on the things you wrote. Or if you are alone, write a short story , maybe about what you wrote here. And submit it. I bets its good. Please let people benefit from your unique , very interesting personality. I am not just trying to cheer you up, I am serious. I personally would love to know you in person, you sound very wise. In fact, where are you located, Im coming over. Chuckle. Some people may be constructed such that they do not appreciate your assets like I do. Your family seems to be in that category. Many many other people would appreciate who you are. Seek out the ones who are your kind of people who would appreciate each other. It takes some effort to get out there, but it will be worth it.

Steve Lord