Preface: This is me just getting my feeling out. I have to get them out:

I've known for some time now. I give and I give and I give and still I get nothing in return. At least not what I keep fighting for. It's become quite clear in these past few days. I give my all for what? As the song goes, "In the end, it doesn't really matter." You can do anything and everything for someone & they'll NEVER recognize it. Not if they are sick. EVER! And what will drive a sane person into the realm of insanity? Their desire for their giving of themselves to be recognized! Hello! I'm here! Don't you see me? Don't you see how much I've done for you? Don't you love me yet?! You ask and I give. You ask again and I give. You ask time and time again and I will continue to give. When it is my turn to ask? Remember me? The one that gave and still gives you everything?? Everything you ever wanted or lost even if it means I'll go broke trying to please you?

BOOM!

All I hear is that door slamming shut in my mind because I know all to well what has just happened. Deep down the fear has become reality. You don't want me anymore. What 5 words will do to break my heart time and time again. Makes my heart sick. This heart beats. These lungs, they take in air, but that life. That life inside that once was, is just GONE. All that's left is what's in it's place now: A dull ache in my chest. And with it, pain. Unbearable pain that comes in and out every time you don't recognize me.

I don't believe in falling "out" of love. That just means the love wasn't there in the 1st place.