Can't keep a job, I move from job to job and the latest one I was told to leave. My boss has been having a hard time at work and at home. She blew up at me one other time and sent another co worker home, That co-worker was devastated and thought she lost her job.

Later on my boss confided in me and apologized and said that some of my doings at work remind her of her husband (she reminded me often that I and her husband are Geminis and are alot alike) and she could not tolerate it at home or at work..............

I talked to the co-work later that day and assured her she done nothing wrong and it was all on me.

Less than 2 weeks go bye she tells me to leave, I apparently had an attitude. I said "WHAT?!!" My co-worker asked what was going on, and explained to her I did nothin wrong.

I just then left with my things. I come home and just lost it, afraid what my husband is gonna say and/or do. Like I thought, he come unglued piss n moaned, blamed me for financial things and cant keep a job..

I just went to bed, he did come in to say he felt bad and he should be supporting me. HA! That lasted about a half a day.

I just felt like why live , why be here, why do I have this pain, why? He asked me why I am not strong anymore, he even called my mom to complain about me and even called my boss. He dont trust me, This is just a small small issue. I have hit the bottom and feel there is nowhere to go. I want to run away and hide from everyone. I wanna be homeless and not live in this pain. I dont know who I am, I dont know what I want I dont know what to do. There is a wall everywhere.