I wish I was "perfect". I don't have perfect skin. My face is slightly red near the cheeks and the forehead. I think I have rosacea. I'm slightly podgy because I stuffed myself. I don't know why, I guess it's something deeper. I find that eating food gives me excitement. I'm doing yoga and I have defeated my coca cola "addiction" for once. I drink water and juice now. I haven't drank coca cola in a while. I do drink it in a can occasionally but not everyday. I have given up something and I'm proud that I have done that. I need to be nice to myself more.