A thing I really love to do is run, but when I'm depressed I'm so tired and achy, I barely get through a mile. Yesterday I went for a bike ride and was so depressed I thought well maybe I'll crash my bike and not make it. After 3 short miles I just went home. I have a son and no matter how I feel inside I have to smile for him. I pray that this horrid disease be cured from us all! I work in a hospital and sometimes feel ashamed when I feel bad, but then I think I have a hidden disease I guess. Nobody can physically see anything wrong so it's assumed nothing is wrong.