Giving in to peer pressure was the worst thing anyone can do. I feel like I had to be friends with someone, like my rivals in middle school. I tried to be their friend by following their tasks and everything and everytime i failed, they were like nope you did not meet the requirements and therefore are not qualified to be my friend. Now that I think about it, these guys are just playing head games with me. I'm just like,"Why was I so stupid to even seek their company? Really?" I tried to be their friend but never got it and I was only doing so because I was afraid of what others might say, like ooh he's a loner and stuff like that. I'm just like well you don't need to feel that way dude because you are unique and you don't need a big group to feel like you have friends.
friends may be few, but at least they're the kind you will cherish in the future.
I am proud of sticking up for myself. I didn't feel like I was a loner until i started to realize that I was alone. Even in high school, my sophomore year, I was telling myself all these negative things like i'm so lonely and I was also desperate for a friendship that was beyond repair. I don't think that the friendship would have lasted anyway. I was also attracted to this one guy whom i watned to be friends with but obviously now i don't have any more feelings for him which is great. I'm glad I don't have to do that again. I'm glad that I dont have to beg him for forgiveness. I'm glad that no matter how i had tried to be led away i was still being upheld.