I feel like I have no sense of 'self' anymore. Like I'm a different person with whoever I'm socialising with, like I'm reflecting who they are back on to them. I'm starting to wonder if this is why I see to form bonds wherever I go?
Also, I just don't know what my emotions are, I just cant distinguish from them. I'm a little jigsaw puzzle and the pieces fit together, but each piece has its own feel to it, like each one is in another dimension and it's lost. I have different me's in my head telling me different ideas and thoughts and telling me how i Should feel. I'm fragmented and I'm losing my physical body because of it. I don't know who I am, i dont know whats real and I don't feel like I exist anymore.
Sorry guys i just had to get that it I don't know what he frig is going on recently!,
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