I'm having a **** day, to be perfectly honest. Nothing to do with bipolar I think... just a ****** ****ing day. I'm mad and sad and frustrated and terrified and anxious all at the same time.

I've been pretty good the last few days (almost too good in a hypo kind of way... ya know how it goes... but meh). Now I'm just pissed off. And part of me just wants to go to sleep and get this day over with.