I'm just so lonely. I have no one to talk to or to hang out with. Idk what to do. All I wanna do is go out and get chocolate.

I'm supposed to go to my parents this weekend, to see my godson, go to a baby show for an old, old friend, and a family BBQ..but it's all just stupid. I'm just putting on a happy face. I just wanna not exist...make the lonely go away