I know it's hard to go to family functions when you're feeling like you're alone and some how, that makes you want to be more alone. If you need to go; please remember to take care of yourself. You do not need to put on a brave face. If you go and you need some time to yourself, make sure (when you arrive) that you can find a place to hide out for a bit. Self care is important even if you're in a social situation. Many hugs your way.