No I didn't notice a difference in work QUALITY. but did notice that each of my 19 past and present therapy professionals had/have their own way of doing things. For the most part I got along with each of them to various degrees but the fault was not theirs when the situations did not work.
The fault was in me and what I was ready for.
For some of them I wanted THEM to fix me not require me to fix me.
For others I just wasn't ready to talk and stay on track of what therapy was - talking about my problems and working to complete goals to make those problems lessen and be taken care off. with them I rather we talked about the upcoming fair, the therapists latest workshop the weather anything but me and my problems.
And with others I could not get myself past the fact that they hospitalized me. I knew they were just following the nation wide and state laws and the agencys protocals but that still didn't help in my fear that by seeing the same therapy professional I would probably end up hospitalized again.
And then there were those that I was ready to think about and work on things that would make my problems better and we did that with them.
The one thing I did find out was that each therapy professional based my therapy work and time with them based on what I brought into the therapy sessions either by what I physically brought along or what I brought into the sessions by way of what I talked about.
It took some time but I finally realzed that what makes a good therapy professional for me isn't the professional themselves - It's what I am willing to do to help myself get batter.
I found out that I am the one in control of whether or not things get better based on whether or not I talk and work on the goals, homework and so on
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