So woke up this morning all 3 kids including myself are sick. Call the Dr. make an appt. Husband lays back down like everything is ok. An hour and a half before the appt. for us. He finally gets up, helps me get the kids ready. Then decides he is gonna get a shower 30 mins. before the appt. So finally at 10 mins. till the appt. I go upstairs to tell him he needs to get out of the shower, we have 10 mins. He finally comes down at 5mins. till appt. Finishes getting ready. We get to Dr.'s and we are 20mins. late for the appt. That is fine they see us and prescribe some meds for all of us.

I reallize he has to be at work but, we have 30 mins till he has to leave. Says he doesn't have time will call his sister to pick up the meds for us. Well of couse she doesn't answer her phone, she never does. He leaves for work without so much as a kiss my butt to any of us. I got so mad I went into the kitchen and went off, kicked one of the cabinets about 3 times, calmed down a little and logged on here. ( kids were upstairs changing clothes at this time )

I kept thinking he was gonna come back and the idiot I am keeps looking out the window thinking I am gonna see him pull up with our medicine. I finally got two of them asleep and the other is too sick to her stomach and coughing too much to want to sleep. I have just enough kids motrin left to give them some tonight to help them get to sleep. He won't be home till after midnight.

Am I wrong for being thoroughly and completely upset at him for this???? I arrange my entire schedule around him and wait him hand and foot when he is ill.

P.S. I told him yesterday we were almost out of toilet tissue. I reminded again this morning and again this afternoon we needed some. Guess what, he left for work there is no toilet tissue and all 4 of us have upset stomach. So yes, I am more than a little upset atm. But, in that same regard, why do I feel guilty for being upset and in the back of my mind I am already making excuses for him.