Hello fear,
Welcome to Psych Central! I am sorry that you feel as though you are stuck in a pattern of negative job relationships. I can relate to that fear myself. I've only had
one or two jobs in my lifetime where I felt okay in my abilities to do my job and get along with co-workers. Pretty miserable!
Just a little FYI, forum moderators must approve all new members first five posts before posts begin to show immediately after "enter". At that point, that's when member groups and the chat rooms will open to new members.
The following is a list of forum links for you to check out sometime. Hope to see you around soon! Gentle hugs and best wishes to you.
Relationships & Communication - Forums at Psych Central
Coping with Emotions - Forums at Psych Central
The Sanity Score - Forums at Psych Central
Work and Careers - Forums at Psych Central
Self-Help Ideas and Goal Setting - Forums at Psych Central
Steps to Better Self-Esteem - Forums at Psych Central
Women-Focused Support - Forums at Psych Central