i'm beginning to feel that i am not good enough for anything. Or that anything i do isn't good enough. i feel stupid, and ugly ... and useless. i don't do enough for anyone else... including my own family. I'm just a poor lost soul.. good for nothing. and i'm scared to feel this way.. but i'm also jumping out here on a limb trying to make sure my feelings are ok. i need validation that i am not a stupid loser... that i do things that make other people happy. Or at least that I am capable of doing things that make me happy. Oh, the joys of being me.