I need to vent some anxiety!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I feel all jitter, weak in the knees and in the back of my head is the fear that I'm dying!!! I've taken to Klonopin and NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHINNG!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!

Been tryin to sing "peace like a river in my soul" and NOOOOOOOOOOOOTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP IT!!! JUST STOP IT!!!! GO THE HELL AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 DAMNABLE ADRENALINE!!!!!!! STOP FLOWING!!!!!!!!!!! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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WHY????? WHY????? IT'S A SEASON FOR HAPPINESS, NOT FEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!