I am a 26 years old and i had everything in life ( money, health, career) , a successful career that i created for myself after working very hard for number of years, a whole new life to look for , I even won couple of awards in company. i was very ambitious and i used to back up with my performances. A couple of years back i took a decision of pursuing my masters , i realized i am not good at something and the only thing that is there here is the thing which i don't like to do. I have now realized that i am low on confidence and practically suck at everything i do.Since i have a bit of debt which i took for doing my masters i have no option than continuing it. I am honestly mentally very tired in doing things which i don't honestly like to but i don't have other choices. Nowadays i lack the self belief that i cant do anything (even things where just a piece of cake for me). this is primarily because i was pushed into things which where above my potential. I am a workaholic and i pretty much raise the bar of expectation, people expect more and more from me and at some point i breakdown.I cannot talk to my parents since they are a bit aged and i do not want to create more worries for them.
I never had a personal life throughout my life as i practically lived alone, i am not social although i have loads of friends. really appreciate if anyone has any good advise which would make better during this tough time.