Yeah, Lola....This is the house I grew up in, and I'm just baffled by how much it still affects me to be in this house. It's just a HOUSE for cryin outloud.

And this whole thing about T giving away my session - just reminds me of how much of an afterthought I was, having to settle for the crumbs, feeling unwanted and unloved, having to accept being the scapegoat for the needs of others without any regard to how I feel. So much hurt.