Thanks....I find that the more aware I am about this, the crazier I feel....

My mind is telling me I need to get the F out of this house NOW....yet I feel possessed, such a strong pull towards....stuff.....here....

I honestly feel like if I don't get out of this house now, I'm going to do something really harmful that I am going to find relief in but ultimately regret.

I need to find the strength to get my things and just go.....