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Jul 19, 2013, 12:45 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2010
Location: On the faultlines of the hybrid war
Posts: 7,139
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Sooooo...
it's been bit rough for me lately. Going to few interviews (one during the major floods in Prague... cause everytime Prague's under water, destiny needs to send Venus a reason she absolutely has to go to Prague), but nothing come of it. I am just learning about fancy and not fancy part of Prague...
So I have been bit in whatever mode. Going to random trips to distract (only to find out that the town I spend so many years in - Brno... may have good universities, but is really eastern european hellhole hit by economic crisis. Or maybe some towns don't mix with mood altering substances).
Going to meadows to collect herbs (found lots of st john's wort  ) and regretting why didn't I study herbalism... Maybe I can do that still. THinking.
I am doing lots of village stuff, canning fruits and baking...
reconnecting with old friends...
studying homeopathy
........... and neglecting my job hunting part. Of course I feel guilty, but the hell, it's summer. I itch to go down to Balkans... since I kinda can't do that now... maybe I can have my holiday with herbs and learning stuff and maybe even not watching news of czech political scene...
Maybe I can have a break, right? I been trying and it's wearing me down. Maybe I can just... do some soul searching right now, right? Since there's no obligations. Maybe miracle will happen.
I've been all over moodwise lately, friends started to notice. Not sure where to go next. I hate being stuck. Stastically I am screwed (so maybe stopping watching economic news for a while might help too). Maybe since I can't afford to party like it's 1999, I can live like capitalism thing never happened... and enjoy the village life for now. Maybe my last chance to slow down before working till death or 68 depends what happens first.
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