I am ina complete panic right now which is why my spelling is going to be awful and no proper punctiation last night my friend tried LSD and took way too much and ended up repeating himself before having a seizure and falling into a coma. He's still in the hospital and I am just scared, losing people is the main phobia i have, losing them to death and illness that is I just need someone to care as none of anyone I know actually gives a damn and I am alone