Yesterday was a rough day for me, I don't know why, my knee was sore, and I was teary and depressed. I worried about when I am going to be able to get back to work, and is our business going to sell, and how much money will we lose....will our new business succeed....or will it be a joke.....if it flops, will my husband be able to find something new, here, or will we have to move? I cried for the loss of our business after over fifteen years.....it feels like losing a loved one.....we have been screwed over soooo many times. We always are nice, and it comes around to bite us. I worried will we have to move? I can find work anywhere.....but I have to heal up.....and I don't know what to do....

I just laid in bed and stared at a wall. I of course would not eat. Finally after begging me to come and eat, hubs came and practically carried me to come sit with him, and made me supper. I didn't eat much...half a potato, half a Salisbury steak patty, a spoonful of vegetables. But I felt better. We ended up having a somewhat romantic evening lol. (Probably burning more calories than I ate haha!)

Today there was good news, my acreage sold, and we will have money to start our new business and at least give it a try. I haven't eaten today other than milk, and feel nauseated, but maybe after my PT, which is in like...omg 10 minutes lol....after that we will have dinner.