feeling a little sad today earlier when i felt this away i got up and decorated a tree.i also talked some.so i had my ups and down's today.whenever i think im not doing what im really intrested in i get sad.i like to shop and go out to eat.i know that for sure.i can't go out to eat anymore because im on food staamps.most of the time i shopp on the computer.i can do anyshopping now except for christmas shopping.which im doing sat.i might be intrested in the show.i might not be.i don't know anymore what im really intrested in.all i know is that i don't do them.